I am thankful for this job...I preface the following statement with this fact.
I do not know if I have ever felt this level of dread associated with getting out of bed and coming to work before today.
Yes, I can pay my bills but at what price?
I can see why people previously in this position weren't happy. It is a very lonely job....and sometimes very frustrating, but I will persevere.
I am thankful for this job....but that doesn't mean I can't wish I were still snuggled in my bed with my adorable Fiancé on this rainy Monday.
Today will be okay....I have lots to keep me busy and Pandora to keep my ears full of good tunes. I am also going to the gym on campus after work for the first time. After lazily sitting on my arse for most of yesterday (this included a 2 hour block of cat-napping whilst Fiancé played Call of Duty 5) I am ready to stop being so sedentary. Plus it might boost my spirits about having to come here day in and day out. With 131 days until the wedding, and me not feeling so great about my forearms, I think its time to take some action.
Happy Monday...try to find your silver lining, it seems to help me on rainy days.