I think I might have the half bottle of wine in my fridge for dinner tonight.
I can't seem to EVER feel like I have control over our finances. All I do is worry about all the different payments...even though we ALWAYS pay everything on time and even have a bit left over sometimes. Which that will probably change with my $363 a month loan payment beginning next month.
I just don't want this constant state of worry anymore. I have an unconventional wedding to worry about...that is enough for one chica.
I wish I had some cash...I'd buy a lotto ticket on the way home if I did.